I Am

So Oprah had a guest on the other day.

Yada yada yada....Oprah asks us to ask ourselves who are we?

Funny. Because I was thinking this very question that very day.

I am a girl who, although it may not seem it, is shy and worries about what other people think. I am a girl who thinks most people do not like her and who thinks people tolerate her on most days. I am a girl who OBSESSES about her weight and wishes she did not. I am a girl who does not apologize for her opinions but wishes she was not so vocal about them. I am a girl who knows the Atonement personally and has used it to it's fullest capabilities. I am a girl who loves her friends and family. I am a girl who fully recognizes the power of a good bestie. I am a girl who is a workaholic and does not know how to stop. I am a girl who wants to be better but always falls short. I am the girl who wants to be confident and yet  never is. I am the girl who worries that people do not want to be around her. I am the girl with a past. 

I step back and read that and think....huh....but wait....

I am also funny...I think

I have a good heart...I hope

I have an eye for fashion

I have an ear for music

I love people....flaws and all

So I mean I don't know what all that means. I think it means that I need to move out of my house and buy two trailers in Malibu.