I have had a LIFE. Let me tell you, my life has not been boring.
Because of choices made by me and by other people I have had pains, I have been hurt.
I HAVE BEEN ANGRY
There were two incidents in particular that made me so angry. That I felt justified holding onto.
I had been hurt, wronged.
I had lost time, energy.
And been broken physically and emotionally.
I had been told "get over it".
It was my right to harbor ill will
It was my right to rehash and stand stagnant in anger
It was my right to hate
I eventually realized that all that was within me, all the anger, was doing nothing.
All I was doing was trying to prove to others my point.
I was unable to move on.
I finally let go of my pride.
I let go of the anger.
Sometimes I find that creeping in again.
I breath deep and remember I am happy so there is no need to re-hash.
No need to prove my point.
My point has been made.
I am happy.