I have had a LIFE. Let me tell you, my life has not been boring.
Because of choices made by me and by other people I have had pains, I have been hurt.
I HAVE BEEN ANGRY
There were two incidents in particular that made me so angry. That I felt justified holding onto.
I had been hurt, wronged.
I had lost time, energy.
And been broken physically and emotionally.
I had been told "get over it".
I refused.
It was my right to harbor ill will
It was my right to rehash and stand stagnant in anger
It was my right to hate
I eventually realized that all that was within me, all the anger, was doing nothing.
All I was doing was trying to prove to others my point.
I was unable to move on.
I finally let go of my pride.
I let go of the anger.
Sometimes I find that creeping in again.
I breath deep and remember I am happy so there is no need to re-hash.
No need to prove my point.
My point has been made.
I am happy.