I don't think it is a secret.
I have haters.
I know who most are...even if they think they hide.
I will admit, my skin is not as thick as I would like people to think.
It hurts when hurtful things are said or thought about me.
There are a handful of people who know everything about me...actually three....and so as far as I am concerned they are the only ones who can judge.
I may seem worldly (I am) and sarcastic ( I am) and fierce ( I am)
I have also hid in a closet hoping he did not find me and hit me
Been hit, hurt, broken
Questioned if I was ever loved
Cried myself to sleep wondering why I was so awful
Numbed every hurt feeling with drugs
Cried to my Heavenly Father in a jail cell
So until you truly know me....remember that this is a blog. A blog where I am mostly frivolous and silly.
And as you go to talk to your friend about me or post a hateful comment you should know...
I have a heart just like you.